i am.

sorry for the major lack of update-age. clearly, i stopped updating as soon as i was done with school which is weird, but that’s what it is. not much has been up. well, that’s not true. december has been a crazy, overwhelming month with way too many things going on all at once, but i have enjoyed every moment of it.

happy new year, world. may it be more wonderful than anything has ever been, may you be loved and like and have people to love and like in return.

this deception will
one day catch up to me and
i’ll finally breathe

when i get tired
of feeling sad, staying cold
helps to distract me

i want to bite a
juicy red plump tomato
because it will bleed

looking at your mouth,
i cannot help but wonder
how sweet it would taste.

just for you to stay,
i would burn my every book.
i cannot go on.

should i speak up and
give life to the thoughts that you
create on your own?